ANIRIDIA

PART I AZIMUTH

They rise immortal, assembled in bright array;

spanning the heavens in endless tiers,

although, among them some may have been

dead for many a thousand or million years,

they return faithfully treading the Cosmic

Causeways.

And, even if long burned out in black isolation,

in their season they steer us toward limitless

horizons.


CHORUS

“Arise, shine; for your light has come,

and the glory of the Lord has risen upon you.

For behold, darkness will cover the earth and

deep darkness the peoples; But the Lord will

rise upon you and His glory will appear upon

you. Nations will come to your light, and kings

to the brightness of your rising.”

                                    Isaiah 60:1-3


Guardians of the doors and gateways

of our sleeping and waking dreams,

they shine down on us who dwell

in their cast-off light.

Immutable, unattainable, utterly empty

they reign over times and seasons;

and we in turn are meaningless in their sight.

Except by their return, upon their steady path

traversing what otherwise would be

a black and waste filled track,

the Sun in its blue exigency would alone

rule our thoughts, even when withdrawn

beyond sight on the fading horizon.

Without these sojourners to knit together

the jeweled patterns of our dark nights

our dreams would never wander into the

farthest Heavens.


No path leads here, where I stand

beneath the lanterns of Heaven.

No landmark is established.

No bedded road leading

to any definitive end,

whether commerce, or exchange,

to serviceable material or mineral,

to timber, or precious artifacts.

Here is no Warroad winding out

towards tribute or plunder.

And what has lead here is indefinable,

a search, not for anything lost,

but for something missing.

Surrounded by cataracts and shadows,

this, the dwelling place of wind,

of whispers and volitions,

and alchemies beyond 

our capability to harness.

Here one arrives at powers

that flow past and through

our temporal human imprint.

Wisdom emerges here

at the edges of desolation,

in the unknowable black tangled terrain

of higher reaches, in wilderness where

the mind with its tenuous grip must sustain

the body beyond its natural limits,

pressing on with inner resolve,

bracing against erosive elemental forces

gathered at the precipice.


Here laws govern forms, movements,

energies, allowing the soul

to reach into silence,

to find the stillness of the mind,

to begin to listen intently,

not to its own sound or speculations,

but to that which lies beyond it,

seeking passage out of its recursive

toroidal circuitry,

into another iteration invisibly

binding together all things

that have proceeded out of

the originating fire:

Harmony, Proportion, Magnitude,

emerging before the expansion

into space and time, established before

a single thing was fashioned.

Then, emerging from the first matter:

Extension, Distance, Mass, and Velocity,

waves pulsing out into the universe,

still sounding within every living cell,

The Word, moving through voids and pools

of dust and gas,

driving the contending principles

of change and invariance-

still pounding within every living soul,

Word Immortal that formed the chords

of connectedness in all things.


Nearer to us laws decree the whiteness

of snow, the bending crescent line

between earth and sky,

pervading intractable solitudes

in which we house our deepest desires.

In the closedness of our experience,

we have grasped little and mistaken much,

that which moves in the heavens

for that which is motionless,

that which gives its own light

for that which mirrors another,

that which is not for that which is,

and that which is everywhere

for that which is not found anywhere.


Seeking immutable patterns

We have devalued the essential character

of nature, which is to vary,

and with it the essential stamp

of our own nature,

which is impermanence,

to gather in life for a time, then,

in due course, to freely letting it go.

This we have denied in our souls,

and have rejected death, and have denied

our true nature, taking hold of our lives

as if immortal,

entertaining deceptions leading

to all manner of evil.

What is truly unchanging lies

in the domain of spirit,

to which we also belong,

but cannot possess

by force of will.

Yet, despite knowing this,-

that life is a gift

to be surrendered,

to our last breath we seek solace

in matter-bound cycles,

familiar rhythms, the season’s renewal

out of seeming death.

And towards these ends

that sustain us only temporally,

we will lift still beating hearts,

torn from gaping chests,

up to the luminous spheres

imploring their stipulated return.


We have not understood;

we play at infinite games

with a mortal perspective

calculating only our own gains,

meanwhile , as we fade in this world,

we forfeit the greater glories

and the higher arts.

Realize, our silver sun rises and sinks

on planes other than our own,

and this earth may eclipse the sun

in the sky on another world’s horizon,

and our deeds may shape

unforeseen outcomes in clandestine perviews.


“For when you are at the center within you, and

I in mine, we shall be as one.”

 -Crazy Horse.

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